|The Hanged Man (R) - Look at the beliefs that are
causing you stress and hanging you up. To get rid of a limiting belief -
create a new, opposing picture in your mind - affirm that the belief is
not a reality, then generate the opposite emotion. This opposing picture
will differ from the picture your physical senses are reporting to you and
it is precisely in this area that change is required.
Your inability to get free of social pressures is caused when you do what other people expect or demand of you, rather than listening to your "inner" Self. Your awareness of life becomes secondary and never a direct experience. When you fear change and fight your "inner" self by accepting your environment and circumstances - you become preoccupied with material matters and refuse to accept that there is more to life than the practical, rational world. Suspend your judgments, even your expectations if you hope to receive higher knowledge - be willing now to make your mind a clear, reflective vessel.
Accept your reality - you can not deny who you are - your own "ego" has created these "false" securities. Surrendering to your reality opens the doorway to a new and "better" reality. Trust your abilities, build your plans and accept that outward appearances do not always present a true picture. Seek the "inner" light - the stability that will never change. Use your intuition and you will be able to perceive directly what is going on. You will understand that everything is working for you. You need nothing at all to complete who you are - you are always free to love and experience love, because you no longer need to cling to people or be jealous of them - you now realize that you are complete "with" or without them.
Introverted personality. Clinging to the past. Attachment. Immaturity. Refusal to accept responsibility. Selfishness. Emotional suspension, anxiety, guilt. A traitor - one who has turned his back to friends and loved ones and in effect on himself in the process.